When we’re texting & you stop, I feel so stupid because I want to automatically ask what I did or if you don’t like me or ANYTHING.. Why do I have to be so stupid? ;x

If I asked you not to leave, would you or would you not? I’d like to know, I want that to be promised. I don’t want to lose you. You’re all I want & need & have.

I think I found the one to treat me like a Princess & to help these depressing thoughts fade into happy ones(:

If only he knew how I felt, that I really do like him. That he makes my heart skip a beat by just texting, “Hey babe (:” or that I cannot wait to just hug him. I wouldn’t want to let go, but I will because I know he will. If only he knew that I think he is too good for me. I talk about other guys, but he is the only one. I don’t know why, it’s just so. Emotions are random & they come & go.. but some stay. & I have a feeling, this is going to stick with me.

Fuck, man. Ex’s are the worst thing on this fucking planet. They are complete douche-bags. I could just hit more than half of mine. I am tired of crying & everything else that is going on right now. It sucks ass. I just want to crawl into a ball & cry or be held by someone. Is that so much to fucking ask? I can’t ever have time alone. & the couple people that I like don’t even really acknowledge me. Sucks ass. I swear, sometimes I just want to go on the rooftop & scream my inner thoughts. But, all I have right now is tumblr. So, I guess we shall wait for the day to come where I tell the certain people who are completely clueless how I really feel. Fuck if I know how long that will be.